Cry out

I cry, I don't know what to do,

These emotions overwhelm me,

There so real and in my face,

 

These wounds that afflicted me,

Cause me deep deep sorrows,

which I cannot comprehend,

I cannot understand,

How so much they affect me,

 

Try as I may to block it,

To go around it,

Trying to avoide it,

To smile and forget it,

To patch it up and sew it together again,

 

But it burns within my heart,

And any situation that effects it,

That touches on it,

My heart becomes sensitive,

And the hurts come pouring out again,

 

So emotional,

I have become the one thing I dispise,

Being the emotional person,

Why can't I stop this bleeding heart?

Why won't the sewing patch it up?

Why does it errupt and weird feelings arise,

Why am I being the thing I dispise?

 

I cut my self to let it bleed,

Hide it so that no one sees,

Try to think of the comfort of death,

Not having to face the cruel world again,

 

I am just a nice guy,

I am just someone who wants to smile,

In fact I just want to see you smile,

I just want to think everyone is good,

That evil is a thought so far away,

That everything in the land is good,

 

Wasn't I brought up to think this way?

So furious with myself that with one kind word from a stranger,

I can easily sway,

I am fooled with the foolish lies,

Which I perceived as love and kindness in my eyes,

 

This is getting too long to read,

The more I say the more I weep,

the right turn is wrong, so is the left,

Cross roads of this life to take,

It's easy to choose just death.

A truth

A truth:
Here comes a truth. The same sun and moon that shone on Abraham, Moses, Isaac, Jacob, Buddha, Jesus and ect is the same exact sun and moon that is shining upon us this very minute. It stands witness to history and the times of men and the world.

It doesn't mean we worship the sun or the moon. We worship the creator that created the sun and the moon. The creator that'd related the earth, that made night and day. The same creator that had created each individual from the womb of its mother.

Mike Cheong

Austin 3:16 & John 3:16

Dear Readers,

Here is another poster that i have made. Yeah, it brings back old memories of the "good o' WWF (World Wrestling Federation) in the "attitude" era! This is one of the quotes of my all time top favorite list of superstars Stone Cold Steve Austin! Wow...he really did made my days interesting! 

As a young boy ,I have very fond memories sitting down on the sofa with my mother and brother watching WWE and all I could think of was, what was Stone Cold Steve Austin, the rattlesnake gonna do next?

And then, just when trouble seems far away, the bad guys would come out and run their mouths. I especially remember the Vince McMahon's season where he would come out to the arena and try to run things his way. Before the time of D-Generation-X (Triple H [Hunter Hearst Helmsley and HBK - The Heart Break Kid "Shawn Michaels") v.s Vince & the McMahon's era (or was it after that?), Stone Cold Steve Austin was the guy to look out for! And then suddenly, out of the blue...the sound of a shattering glass would resound throughout the arena. The sound that stops the heartbeat of the people....the sound of Stone Cold Steve Austin! Then Austin 3:16's entrance video would hit and there appears Austin...either doing his "Austin walk", driving a beer truck, riding a motorbike, or simply appearing through the wild crowd, heading towards his victim that always seemed to be dumbfounded by the presence of Stone Cold.

Thats when you know that "Austin 3:16 says "I just whipped your ass!" is coming to pass, like a promise that Stone Cold could only deliver. 

Well, while i was thinking back about all this..i decided to make a poster of my two favorite quotes. From the WWF (World Wrestling Federation) /WWE (World Wrestling Entertainment) and from the Book of Life, The Bible. While Austin 3:16 says "I just whipped your ass" which basically means "You are so dead", John 3:16 says "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life" which also basically means "I have come (to die) so you can live" and i have found that to be so profound and powerful!

One (Stone Cold Steve Austin) talks about brining death and destruction to his foes and enemies, which is very common for a conquering and dominating king or person but In the bible, the book of John talks about it, in such a loving manner that no human can comprehend. Both quotes, touched millions of hearts...both also categorized as great and mighty conquerer, both so different methods.

Thus, here is some fan art, of both my heroes! hope you guys enjoy it! (You can use it as a wallpaper too if you wish). All Glory unto God!

Poster: Lamentations 3:19-25

Dear Readers,

Here is another poster which i have made.

This poster comes from the Bible, in the book of Lamentations Chapter 3:19-25. It says
" ¹⁹ The thought of my pain, my homelessness, is bitter poison.
    ²⁰ I think of it constantly, and my spirit is depressed.
    ²¹ Yet hope returns when I remember this one thing:

 ²² The Lord's unfailing love and mercy still continue,
    ²³ Fresh as the morning, as sure as the sunrise.
    ²⁴ The Lord is all I have, and so in him I put my hope.

 ²⁵ The Lord is good to everyone who trusts in him,
    ²⁶ So it is best for us to wait in patience—to wait for him to save us—"

I had actually asked the Holy Spirit to move me to the word that He wants to tell me, and i had opened to the page of Lamentation, which a page that  i have dread to open. I guess anyone would dread because it tells of the Lord's fury upon his people where the Lord is crushing them.
The people are very crushed, and have lost all hope...they have tried everything with their own strength...they see their young men dead on the streets and the women and children are slaves.
The Lord was determined that the walls of Zion should fall, where he measured them off to make sure of a total destruction. The Law is no longer taught and the prophets have no visions from the Lord.
The people cry out, Lord, why are you punishing us? Woman are eating the bodies of the children they loved. Priest and prophets are killed in the temple itself!
The Lord in his fury has slaughter them without mercy on the day of anger.
He had bound me in chains; i am a prisoner with no hope of escape. I cry aloud for help, but God refuses to listen; I stagger as i walk; stone walls block me whenever i turn. (Lamentations 3:7-9).

Therefore i was brought to the word Lamentations 3:19-25 where by its wisdom and words have been true until this very day.
In all despair, trust in the Lord. Hope in Him! (Psalms 27). This is all we can do. Wait upon the Lord, have patience and wait upon the Lord. Surely his anger will cool down as we the people repent and come back to him with humble and contrite hearts. He will surely save you!
Surely i will see the Lords goodness in this present life! (Psalms 27)

Hope everyone enjoys it!

Psalms 126:1-3

Dear Viewers,

I was inspired to come out and produce my own scripture posters
according to that my heart has moved me to do.
I hope this would inspire you as well!

Psalms 126:1-3 - Part of the pray of Deliverance 

This was taken of the book of Psalms chapter 126:1-3 under "A prayer for Deliverance". The version was taken off the GNT (Good News Translation) Bible.

" When the Lord brought us back to Jerusalem,
it was like a dream!
² How we laughed, how we sang for joy!
Then the other nations said about us,

The Lord did great things for them.
³ Indeed he did great things for us; "

{GNT (Good News Translation) Bible.}

Those of you that was a clerer copy, please feel free to mail me and i will do what i can for you.

Be Blessed!
Mike Cheong

Dream: Directions and Paths

I had a dream before waking up. It seems that the word for me was,

"if you ever loose sight of where your going,

look back to the past and remember why you came"

 

You can get good insight of direction and judge the situation well.

 

I guess I was very confused when I went to sleep,

My body was so tired yet my heart was anxious,

I couldn't sleep till the early hour of the morning as I had so much

Load of throughs that ran through my mind like the early traffic of 8.45 am

Where am I going?

Why am I doing this?

Where is my direction?

Which way should I go?

I am at a cross road,

Right or left?

North or south?

Vertical vs horizontal?

Do I swim like the fish in the deep sea?

Or do I sore like an eagle in the sky?

 

Do I plant my trees overlooking the morning sea,

Or do I root it in the dusky mountains?

Do I immerse with Informational Technology,

Or do I submit to the call of Arts?

Do I strive for the Mercedes Benz

Or that Audi car

Or should I get that proton saga?

 

Yet the sweet presence that is with me,

Told me that he doesn't see me as what people might say,

Who's to say who I am,

That tops the ranking of opinion over the one who created me?

Yes, all I hear is their voice,

Voice of people in the world,

Telling me what to do,

Deceit and hidden motives, agendas and plans

that underline their most concern voices,

But I come to that sound place,

That place of which I can hear His voice,

Holy Spirit is moving,

My physical ears can't seem to hear,

Any audible voice,

But the ears of my heart,

Rejoice for I have heard the voice if salvation,

And it's speakings and teachings for me!

 

Today it came in a dream,

Before I awoke and before I awake,

Half in my deep slumber,

Before I pollute my ears with the world again,

Sweet sweet directions,

Conforming and affirmation,

So ever assuring and soothing,

My word today was:

 

"if you ever loose sight of where your going,

look back to the past and remember why you came"

And I looked,

Pondered,

Even wondered,

The real core reasons,

I detached all the hidden motives,

Agendas and dark plans in my heart,

And looked at the innocents,

Of pure reasons of my intentions,

For I have come to know true love,

A force that fills my empty void,

To filly my empty eye sockets,

To walk in supernatural lights,

Mids' the natural tangible darkness,

Mike Cheong

 

Test of time

Dear readers,

 

Good night and sweet dreams,

May the morning sun greet you with its splendor

May the setting sun bring content to your hearts

 

Sweet dreams