This heart of mine

Broken 

I am so broken

My heart is in pieces

This heart of mine

I boast of its innocence when I see this dark world

Never would I thought of hate and jelousy

Until I had encounter it myself

 

How other praised me for a heart of gold

Gentle as a dove, giving as a waterfall

Whatever I have, I never keep away

from those who need it more.

 

But this heart has been abused!

What was once a white sheet has now been thorn

It's whiteness is now murky

Because of the filth it has witness and felt

Oh it bleeds of pain

It bleeds with unbelief

It bleeds of dispare

It is humbled and shamed

Of things it thought it once knew

That white things are actually dark black things

 

This heart has poured out love before

After being stabbed and cheated

It still wants to love

How I hate this heart of mine

Can't it understand

People are evil!

Their intentions are filth and full with hidden motives

Their agenda is unending and are never satisfied

 

This heart just wants to love

And make peace

But others are for war and destruction

They feed on your distruction and want to

laugh at your hopelessness

 

Why would they care?

They don't care at all!

Cheated, lied to and betrayed

Things that I never dreamed of

 

I dreamed of a world where I can give everyone a hug

And everybody just had good intentions and want to achieve something great for the world

And for themselves

I dream of a world of comfort

Where the sun will blanket their days

And the moon to fill their nights with comfort

I dreamed of a world where there is food for the hungry

And smiles and hugs for the broken hearted

Where people love and care for each other

If not so,

Maybe even to their own family and neighbors

 

Screw this world!

It is really not like that!

My dreams are as childish as myself

I realize what a fool I have been!

What to trust and whom I loved are purely rubbish!

Everything I did - waisted

Everything they did - a lie

What do I do anymore?

Where can I go?

Can I trust my own steps?

Can I trust anyone?

 

The one who cheated me - free as a dove!

Wears a face of an angel

The one who got cheated - abused and grows in self loath and hate

 

I hate this heart of mine!

I want to smash it to pieaces!

Why do I feel this way!

Why won't it learn?

 

I see the broken I want to touch it

So it can feel warmth and loved

But it bites back and I get burned

And it burns in me and it burns me

So deep I grow and shy away

In regret I shout and scream

And yet tomorrow when I see another

My heart just bleeds for them!

 

Stupid foolish heart of mine

Stupid mind of mine

Can't I see forward?

Can't I know?

Should I know better?

Why can't I move away?

Why can't this go away?

Why does it bother me to help and care?

Why must I be moved to do something?

 

I walked around the places of where I was once found

I seek consolation and maybe comfort of familiarity

Maybe coming here will heal something

Maybe there is an answer here

Maye healing can be found

I don't know

I really am unsure of anything anymore

 

The confidence and on sowing and reaping

And the Nehemiah 2:19-20 came to me again.

 

"19 But when Sanballat the Horonite, Tobiah the Ammonite official and Geshem the Arab heard about it, they mocked and ridiculed us. “What is this you are doing?” they asked. “Are you rebelling against the king?” 20 I answered them by saying, “The God of heaven will give us success. We his servants will start rebuilding, but as for you, you have no share in Jerusalem or any claim or historic right to it.”" then Nehemiah 3 says : Rebuilding the wall of Jerusalem.

 

When I am doing something out, extraordinary that the world has places in order, the world and it's leaders will think I am rebeling. The followers of the world leaders will come and so called "caution me" and put fear into my heart of the consequence of going againts the worlds orders and men made laws. But the words of conviction through faith "the God of heaven will give us success!" is so assuring as well as so bold. And surely the Lord will give them success because his hand is upon them. And the mockers and doubters will have no such inheritance of it after success is ripped of what they have sown.

 

But before this, make sure what you sow is good. There is absolutely no way evil can grow out of the soil. It must be the one who sowed it there previously. What are you sowing into your life now? Did you know: what you reap, is also what you will sow?

Don't be supplies if failure and disaster followed you! It was you who sowed it there for the beginning! Repent! Sow the right seeds! Get the right seed! Sow the seed of faith! So small is a mustard seed that it becomes the biggest tree! So that is the same with faith.

 

My dear friends...may you start to Believe and prosper! Believe more and proser more! Change your mindset and thinking! Empty it and fill it with the new wisdom that comes from the God who made the heavens and the earth. Who layed the earths foundations, so will he establish you!

Cry out

I cry, I don't know what to do,

These emotions overwhelm me,

There so real and in my face,

 

These wounds that afflicted me,

Cause me deep deep sorrows,

which I cannot comprehend,

I cannot understand,

How so much they affect me,

 

Try as I may to block it,

To go around it,

Trying to avoide it,

To smile and forget it,

To patch it up and sew it together again,

 

But it burns within my heart,

And any situation that effects it,

That touches on it,

My heart becomes sensitive,

And the hurts come pouring out again,

 

So emotional,

I have become the one thing I dispise,

Being the emotional person,

Why can't I stop this bleeding heart?

Why won't the sewing patch it up?

Why does it errupt and weird feelings arise,

Why am I being the thing I dispise?

 

I cut my self to let it bleed,

Hide it so that no one sees,

Try to think of the comfort of death,

Not having to face the cruel world again,

 

I am just a nice guy,

I am just someone who wants to smile,

In fact I just want to see you smile,

I just want to think everyone is good,

That evil is a thought so far away,

That everything in the land is good,

 

Wasn't I brought up to think this way?

So furious with myself that with one kind word from a stranger,

I can easily sway,

I am fooled with the foolish lies,

Which I perceived as love and kindness in my eyes,

 

This is getting too long to read,

The more I say the more I weep,

the right turn is wrong, so is the left,

Cross roads of this life to take,

It's easy to choose just death.

A truth

A truth:
Here comes a truth. The same sun and moon that shone on Abraham, Moses, Isaac, Jacob, Buddha, Jesus and ect is the same exact sun and moon that is shining upon us this very minute. It stands witness to history and the times of men and the world.

It doesn't mean we worship the sun or the moon. We worship the creator that created the sun and the moon. The creator that'd related the earth, that made night and day. The same creator that had created each individual from the womb of its mother.

Mike Cheong

Austin 3:16 & John 3:16

Dear Readers,

Here is another poster that i have made. Yeah, it brings back old memories of the "good o' WWF (World Wrestling Federation) in the "attitude" era! This is one of the quotes of my all time top favorite list of superstars Stone Cold Steve Austin! Wow...he really did made my days interesting! 

As a young boy ,I have very fond memories sitting down on the sofa with my mother and brother watching WWE and all I could think of was, what was Stone Cold Steve Austin, the rattlesnake gonna do next?

And then, just when trouble seems far away, the bad guys would come out and run their mouths. I especially remember the Vince McMahon's season where he would come out to the arena and try to run things his way. Before the time of D-Generation-X (Triple H [Hunter Hearst Helmsley and HBK - The Heart Break Kid "Shawn Michaels") v.s Vince & the McMahon's era (or was it after that?), Stone Cold Steve Austin was the guy to look out for! And then suddenly, out of the blue...the sound of a shattering glass would resound throughout the arena. The sound that stops the heartbeat of the people....the sound of Stone Cold Steve Austin! Then Austin 3:16's entrance video would hit and there appears Austin...either doing his "Austin walk", driving a beer truck, riding a motorbike, or simply appearing through the wild crowd, heading towards his victim that always seemed to be dumbfounded by the presence of Stone Cold.

Thats when you know that "Austin 3:16 says "I just whipped your ass!" is coming to pass, like a promise that Stone Cold could only deliver. 

Well, while i was thinking back about all this..i decided to make a poster of my two favorite quotes. From the WWF (World Wrestling Federation) /WWE (World Wrestling Entertainment) and from the Book of Life, The Bible. While Austin 3:16 says "I just whipped your ass" which basically means "You are so dead", John 3:16 says "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life" which also basically means "I have come (to die) so you can live" and i have found that to be so profound and powerful!

One (Stone Cold Steve Austin) talks about brining death and destruction to his foes and enemies, which is very common for a conquering and dominating king or person but In the bible, the book of John talks about it, in such a loving manner that no human can comprehend. Both quotes, touched millions of hearts...both also categorized as great and mighty conquerer, both so different methods.

Thus, here is some fan art, of both my heroes! hope you guys enjoy it! (You can use it as a wallpaper too if you wish). All Glory unto God!

Poster: Lamentations 3:19-25

Dear Readers,

Here is another poster which i have made.

This poster comes from the Bible, in the book of Lamentations Chapter 3:19-25. It says
" ¹⁹ The thought of my pain, my homelessness, is bitter poison.
    ²⁰ I think of it constantly, and my spirit is depressed.
    ²¹ Yet hope returns when I remember this one thing:

 ²² The Lord's unfailing love and mercy still continue,
    ²³ Fresh as the morning, as sure as the sunrise.
    ²⁴ The Lord is all I have, and so in him I put my hope.

 ²⁵ The Lord is good to everyone who trusts in him,
    ²⁶ So it is best for us to wait in patience—to wait for him to save us—"

I had actually asked the Holy Spirit to move me to the word that He wants to tell me, and i had opened to the page of Lamentation, which a page that  i have dread to open. I guess anyone would dread because it tells of the Lord's fury upon his people where the Lord is crushing them.
The people are very crushed, and have lost all hope...they have tried everything with their own strength...they see their young men dead on the streets and the women and children are slaves.
The Lord was determined that the walls of Zion should fall, where he measured them off to make sure of a total destruction. The Law is no longer taught and the prophets have no visions from the Lord.
The people cry out, Lord, why are you punishing us? Woman are eating the bodies of the children they loved. Priest and prophets are killed in the temple itself!
The Lord in his fury has slaughter them without mercy on the day of anger.
He had bound me in chains; i am a prisoner with no hope of escape. I cry aloud for help, but God refuses to listen; I stagger as i walk; stone walls block me whenever i turn. (Lamentations 3:7-9).

Therefore i was brought to the word Lamentations 3:19-25 where by its wisdom and words have been true until this very day.
In all despair, trust in the Lord. Hope in Him! (Psalms 27). This is all we can do. Wait upon the Lord, have patience and wait upon the Lord. Surely his anger will cool down as we the people repent and come back to him with humble and contrite hearts. He will surely save you!
Surely i will see the Lords goodness in this present life! (Psalms 27)

Hope everyone enjoys it!

Psalms 126:1-3

Dear Viewers,

I was inspired to come out and produce my own scripture posters
according to that my heart has moved me to do.
I hope this would inspire you as well!

Psalms 126:1-3 - Part of the pray of Deliverance 

This was taken of the book of Psalms chapter 126:1-3 under "A prayer for Deliverance". The version was taken off the GNT (Good News Translation) Bible.

" When the Lord brought us back to Jerusalem,
it was like a dream!
² How we laughed, how we sang for joy!
Then the other nations said about us,

The Lord did great things for them.
³ Indeed he did great things for us; "

{GNT (Good News Translation) Bible.}

Those of you that was a clerer copy, please feel free to mail me and i will do what i can for you.

Be Blessed!
Mike Cheong